November 16th, 2009

What's the sense in waiting?

As Lovers Go
Dashboard Confessional 

She said, "I've got to be honest, you're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."
And I said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin', this feelin' is real."
She said, "You've gotta be crazy! What do you take me for? Some kinda of easy mark?"
"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."

All wrong
All wrong
But you've got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours my dear and I'll belong to you if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

I said, "I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all of my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane. I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side."
"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"

Tonight
Tonight
You've got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours my dear and I'll belong to you if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

This is easy as lovers go so don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes. 
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

This is easy as lovers go so don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes. 
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

listen Dashboard Confessional's As Lovers Go

yahn @ 11:55 AM | Book Of The Yahn [Add comment/s]

November 15th, 2009

Three

Emotions are so intense, they can cloud one's judgment.

Just the thought of you makes me like you.

I'm loving this life. Even just for now.

yahn @ 09:25 PM | Whore-iffic Memoirs [Add comment/s]

When you can't admit what you want

All I want is happiness.

And it really pains me to admit this.

Because all it means is that I haven't been exactly happy all along.

And if I don't make it known that I'm LYING all along...

I wonder what will happen now.

Can someone please help me make myself happy?

Emo sh*t.

You'd think things are falling apart now.

They're not.

They're just breaking into pieces.

Just why am I sad?

For this long already?

yahn @ 06:20 PM | Book Of The Yahn [Add comment/s]

October 26th, 2009

Complex

I want to move on! I don't wanna get stuck on him... thinking he is the only guy for me. I am positive and know perfectly well there are other guys out there. But I also want my heart to feel like I COULD LIKE OTHER PEOPLE.

And right now I just can't do that. I have no freakin' idea why. But right now I just can't. I cannot see the possibility of all other. It may be because he's still around. It maybe because it's the first time I felt this way and I can't let it go. It may even be because of fate. What?

Whatever the case, I can't live in this irony. I can't live in this complication. Everything is changed now. Much more changed than before. I may seem to live the normal life. But deep within, a lot has been going on. A lot has changed.

Now life for me is no longer the same. So much for a change, huh?

mood confused
listen Sugarfree's Kwentuhan
watch 500 Days of Summer

yahn @ 08:59 PM | Book Of The Yahn [2 comment/s]

October 25th, 2009

Two

Today, 4am.

I was drunk enough NOT to tell you.

I plan to attend sessions only when you're there. But that's a little impossible now. I guess. Maybe then you'll figure things out. 

listen Torpedo by Eraserheads
watch Bring It On 4

yahn @ 06:10 PM | Whore-iffic Memoirs [Add comment/s]

October 22nd, 2009

One

October 20, 2009

How come I am so annoyed? Darn madness.

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October 17th, 2009

A Prelude to Whore-iffic Memoirs

The Whore-iffic Memoirs chronicles horrifyingly drunken whore-some thoughts, suggestions, quotations, real and even imaginary events. To begin with, here are last night's whore-iffic drunken, surreal, but honest thoughts.

Being drunk gives me an excuse to text him.

It crossed my mind once, twice--no, it crossed my mind too many times already that I've lost count.

More whore-iffying lines and stories to watch out for in this link. See yah!

mood cynical

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